Lost in my own mind
wallowing in my deepest
thoughts and fears
wondering if I truly live
or if I'm just a figment of
my own sadistic deranged
and diminishing Psychi

It feels like this
is all just a dream
made for me to feel
This way but in truth
its really a sick
fucked up nightmare
that I can't wake up from


Have you ever been
lost in a train of thought
and realized that after
all the time you spent
thinking and assessing
that the thought never really
was there to begin with

Feeling numb to this
wicked and lustful world
full of murderers thieves
drunks and whores

Abusive parents
beating their children
even thought they do nothing
but kiss their parent's ass
What the fuck has this world
come to or a better question is
Where the hell this world is going
from here?

Can it really sink lower than
it already has? Is there
such a thing as
past rock bottom?
This world is full of shit
filth and scum

People getting killed
slaughtered by one of
their own
Women raped and beaten
for being beautiful and
loving. Children left
by their parent
to fend for themselves

This is the world we live in
this fucked up piece of shit
where the government makes all
the rules and we just blindly follow
whatever they preach
How can one man speak for over a billion
people? They do it for their own
self gradification. Not to help others
better their lives

So as I prepare to close
my story remember one important lesson
people will tell you what you want to here
Only to fuck you over in the end
So make damn sure you know who your telling
you secrets because they can turn around
and fuck up your lives forever

Open your eyes
and see things for yourself